Saturday, July 19, 2008
Quick post, cos i'mma going piano after this. Sorry everyone, but if you hate rants/sad stuff i suggest you skip my post.I see things from the sidelines sometimes, but most of the time i'm stuck right smack in the middle of everything and the sides of the entire issue gets blurred. I don't claim to be all knowing or anything, but I know.
I'm not stupid you know, I do have eyes and ears and a mind. I do know that some things aren't as simple as they look, and even though i'm not supposed to know, I already do, and it doesn't make things become the way they were if i just act.
You don't know what's going on with me, hell, do you even care? I just wish that sometimes you'd open your eyes to everything that's going on around you and realise it.
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I know its getting unbearable, and I agree. Things change sometimes and you can't get them back anymore. I know what we've said sometimes in passing may affect you, and I'm sorry. We don't meant them but I guess its our fault.
I am coming to this point in my life whereby I just don't want to think about it and bother about it anymore. Its just the start, but I'm already failing and falling, how am i supposed to continue on and make everyone proud just like I promised?
I don't want to feel this way, but I already am.
♡ I'll remember you { 1:48 PM }
/ Still going on strong, just like how it was supposed to be.