Sunday, May 18, 2008
Recently, life has just become reallyreally mundane and all.
Was thinking through about all the various facets of my life currently and I just think that sometimes you'll never understand what others go through unless you've gone through it yourself. The feeling of being looked down upon just because you didn't proved your worth is downright weirdassed.
i keep feeling as though i'm being so fake, cause i'm just hiding all th pain and everything inside. i can't show it all to anyone, cause i've promised everyone time and again that i'll stay happy for them. but can i really do it? ):
Was thinking through about all the various facets of my life currently and I just think that sometimes you'll never understand what others go through unless you've gone through it yourself. The feeling of being looked down upon just because you didn't proved your worth is downright weirdassed.
i keep feeling as though i'm being so fake, cause i'm just hiding all th pain and everything inside. i can't show it all to anyone, cause i've promised everyone time and again that i'll stay happy for them. but can i really do it? ):
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*mellu! (nat):
don't worry if i'm not wrong we didn't get you an undersized one :D
*mellu! (rach):
haha thanks! :D i love this bs lol. "love at first sight" LMAO. ayeaye agreed . so many classes having pink clstee.
*mellu! (nat):
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*mellu! (cherie):
HELLOOOO DEARIEEE yesyes i missed you loads too ): must.catch.up.after.x-country! :D
*mellu! (SM):
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*mellu! (jiali♥):
hahaha ayeaye ): one day we should catch up sometimes heeheeeeee :D lmao aww ): don't worry, its ohkay, i don't think you'll fail lo! you pro kia :D jiayouz dearie, I believe you can pass with flyyyying colors!
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i'm sick of being emo. but i can't help but BE emo. ohshitohshitohshit.
thanks twin, i know you'll always be thr for me. i (hopefully) will be able t pick myself up and start with a clear un-emo mind again. <3
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